Depreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssed. I need to finish cleaning the house but depression is greedy for motivation and leaves none left for yourself. But  nighthawk cheered me up a bit with a phone call and told me I should clean cause cleaning and exercising are theraputic. He also suggested music. I believe this a hundred percent. I just need to muster up the wherewithal to do it. So, I promised him I would clean to loud music. It's easier to do things for other people when you're self-destructively depressed.

So! Off to cleaning.